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Step into my closet of beauty products and you’ll find a sunscreen for any need.

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I know what you’re thinking: “Why does this girl need so many different sunscreens?”

And I’m right there with you.

Ultimately, what I’ve concluded is that I feel incredibly anxious about being in the sun.

drawers full of different sunscreens

Just a peek at my sunscreen collection.

Simply put: I have sunxiety.

What, exactly, is sunxiety?

Here’s what I’ve found: I own more sunscreen than toilet paper.

I set phone reminders every two hours to reapply sunscreen when I’m by the pool or beach.

I wear protective gloves while getting gel manicures.

I also carry not one, but six (!)

Note: These are all in addition to the SPF-infused moisturizer and skin tint I apply in the mornings.

Just a peek at my sunscreen collection.

Don’t get me wrong, being proactive about sun exposure is not a bad thing.

Cancer due to sun exposure?

Preventable, for the most part.

And all of this is causing me to think and act exceedingly frantically.

A dermatologist quickly diagnosed it as run of the mill trauma to the nail.

Its not hard to see where this increased vigilance stems from.

Because I know I have some level of control over [skin cancer]…

I would feel a sense of failure if I wasnt doing everything I could to prevent it.

Dr. Yadav says it also happens to be one of the most commonly deficient in North American people.

Sunxiety like mine is a slippery slope, and finding the right balance to sun exposure is key.

(And verify to wear thedermatologist-recommended SPF 30 or higher.)